To be or not to be– that is the question: Whether ’tis nobler in the mind to suffer the slings and arrows of outrageous fortune, or to take arms against a sea of troubles and, by opposing, end them.

As this is a question that apparently has been asked of us before, I still do not know how to answer it. I know for myself I acknowledge what is around me, as in the colour purple, but do I be in the moment. No. Not really. Do I try, sometimes. Am I willing to try harder? Yes.

As for who I am becoming, that is always important to me. Forget how I come across. Forget what is being said of me, I hope, hope that what I am becoming is something I can live with. I hope that what I become can hopefully make one other person take a second look at something and reconsider an alternative answer.